Slipping this one right in before noon on day two. Today is that bad day I was warned about in conversations with my doctor. There would be a point where I would look at the successes that I had made over the past few weeks and say is that really worth the effort? Last night I stayed up late, ate fast food, blew my calorie count, and this morning I have been paying for it in feeling miserable and missing my daily workout. So, I am at a cross roads in life at the moment do I allow myself the day off from all responsibility or do I try to make things better from here on out. I am going to try to get on the elliptical today for thirty minutes, but due to my night last night I don't know if I will be able to make it through the whole time. We will see if I can push myself out of this rut and into a successful day. Maybe, just maybe I can turn today around to be productive and exciting. Who knows. I hope and pray that my Lenten tries at making a change in my life will actually pay off. This Sunday is Easter Sunday and I know that the time of rebirth will give me strength to see this life change through. I guess that I need to be better at getting my thoughts and dreams down on paper and most importantly finding the will to follow through with my aspirations. The next two days might be a little hectic, but I am going to try to keep my blog updated and intact as I move forward.
Thought of the day, "Can a person truly change?"
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